Changes

So I am trying to do more of this. Again! Life is so full of change and challenges. How does one do this gracefully. We keep trying and some days I guess we succeed and some days we don't or don't do it very gracefully. I am going to be a grandmother any day now and while I am very excited I am also having some hard times with the emotional piece. My son passed away over a year ago suddenly and with scientific help his fiance/wife (she can't be a fiance for ever) did the invitro and now she is due to give birth to a new little person. That is so exciting and wonderful. It is also very brave of her to go forward with the plan her and my son had. She deals with all of that on her own now instead of having him at her side. I have relocated my life to be near her. We have purchased a house together to give love and support to each other as well as to the baby when he/she gets here. So much going on. So change. I have had so much of it since Gary passed to a lighter place. I have moved twice, moved my business and am now trying to move my office again. A new baby shortly. Oh my. I am also taking a class on how to write code for webpages. I bought a new sewing machine to make clothes for all. There does come a time when you need a break from change. A time-out. I am in one of those places today. I am sure this seems like whining and maybe it is. But it is what it is. We all need to let it out and wallow a bit. So today is my day. I have no idea if anyone will ever read this but I guess I don't really care either. It is just an outlet for my writing. Change. Isn't there a symbol and chemical equation for change and what it creates or leaves behind. Can't remember. Well off to class. Later if I don't forget my password again and have to spend 15 minutes trying to recover it.